venerdì 3 aprile 2009

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Fin da quando ero una ragazzina, all'interno del gruppo delle mie amichette, sono sempre stata considerata quella giusta a cui rivolgersi per i consigli sul da farsi.
Non che abbia chissà quali doti particolari, ma riconosco di aver sempre avuto occhio per questo.
Mi era semplice vedere la situazione dal fuori, razionalizzare e dare il consiglio giusto.
Certo, i patemi adolescenziali non avevano bisogno di chissà quale studio analitico per essere risolti, ma io avevo una certa esperienza nel settore.
Passati gli anni, devo dire che qualche affezionata, ancora adesso mi considera la confidente di fiducia. E questo mi onora, oltre a farmi felice, ovviamente.
Peccato però che questi miei poteri si annullino completamente quando si stratta di risolvere i miei di problemi.
Niente, la mia capacità di razionalizzare e analizzare la situazione in modo neutrale svanisce nel nulla.
E mi ritrovo così nel casino più totale.
Questo è un periodo complesso della mia vita: cambiamenti, responsabilità, situazioni da accettare e affrontare, poche possibilità di contare sulla mia famiglia, alle prese anche lei con le medesime difficoltà.
Ho passato dei giorni bui, umore altalenante, tristezza e malinconia.
Poi, grazie ai consigli e agli incoraggiamenti che puntuali sono arrivati dalle persone che amo, ho dato una svolta:
quello che non posso cambiare devo accettarlo per tutto il resto è mio dovere fare qualcosa.
E così ho ricominicato a pensare al domani con una serenità che avevo perso.
Sto facendo piccoli progetti su quel che sarà, sto pensando alle vacanze, sto sognando di passare qualche giorno con le persone che più mi fanno stare bene, ho tagliato i capelli, ho fatto acquisti per la nuova stagione, ho recuperato un rapporto che si stava adagiando (non è semplice stare vicino ad una persona costantemente triste, nonostante l'affetto, l'amore o come altro lo volete chiamare).
E soprattutto sorrido.

Tutto questo per ringraziarvi, per la vostra presenza, silenziosa ma intensa.
Non faccio nomi, siete tutti compresi, quelli vicini e quelli lontani, quelli del venerdì sera e quelli del sabato notte ormai mattina, quelli del caffè a casa loro e quelli che si interessano di me tramite gli altri per non essere invadenti.

Vi annuncio con piacere che...
sono tornata.

23 commenti:

Anonimo ha detto...

La vita è una ruota che gira .... ormai lo abbiamo imparato .... oggi potrei aver bisogno io e domani potresti aver bisogno tu .... l'importante è sapere che sempre e comunque nonostante distanze, impegni, famiglie e lavoro se avrai bisogno di una spalla la mia ci sarà sempre ...anche se qualche volta la sfrutti poco poco .... che poi c'è anche bisogno che te le dica queste cose ???

PS Il mal di schiena mica passa!!!Devo provare a cambiare sedia ....

francesca ha detto...

non, non c'è bisogno che tu me le dica perchè le so.
e so anche che ci sei, sempre e comunque.
però, so anche che in questo periodo anche tu hai passato delle difficoltà, per cui non mi sembrava affatto giusto accollarti anche le mie.
e cmq ci vediamo in questi giorni...una sera, dopo cena passo su..ok? poi con altri mezzi ci accordiamo bene per il quando!
bacino tesora!

Anna Bernasconi Art ha detto...

Beh nel mio caso, più che ben tornata... ben arrivata! Ho iniziato ieri a creare il blog, non ho ancora detto a nessuno di visitarlo, non mi aspettavo di ricevere dei commenti!
Leggevo questo tuo post... "sei quella giusta a cui rivolgersi... i patemi adolescenziali non avevano bisogno di chissà quale studio analitico... qualche affezionata ancora adesso mi considera la confidente di fiducia e questo mi onora..." Mi sembra di sentire i miei pensieri! Quando sono in crisi io, spesso so qual'è il lato semplice della questione, solo che per qualche motivo mi spaventa affrontarlo.
Soprattutto sorridere... già! E' l'arma con cui sono stata guarita una sera in cui ero a pezzi!
Sempre cercare lo spiraglio positivo, per quanto lontano sia, altrimenti non si riesce ad andare avanti...
Le tue parole mi hanno fatto sentire vicina a te e mi è venuta voglia di scriverti.
Un sorriso per il tuo futuro e a presto!
Anna

francesca ha detto...

Ciao Anna,
grazie per essere passata di qui!
mi fa piacere sapere che in quello che scrivo ci sia modo anche per gli altri di ritrovarsi.
ti faccio un in bocca al lupo per il tuo blog ma ci risentiremo presto, ne sono sicura!

Fra

Anonimo ha detto...

Ciao Fra, certo momenti bui tutti li abbiamo, e come dici non è facile quando dobbiamo analizzare noi stessi.
Sei grande, ricordalo, e ricorda che nella vita tutto ha un'inizio ed una fine, quindi dobbiamo sempre essere pronti a tutti i cambiamenti che ci vengono proposti dalla nostra vita, e guardare alle spalle solo con un sorriso ricordando esclusivamente i momenti migliori.
Ho grande fiducia in te, e sono sicuro che qualsiasi cosa sia l'hai già messa in un cassetto, pronta a continuare più positiva che mai.
Spero di leggere presto i tuoi più felici pensieri.
Un abbraccio
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francesca ha detto...

Ciao Trewer :)
grazie per questo tuo pensiero.
non è semplice, ci sono cose che non riesco ad accettare ma che, volente o nolente, sto cercando di affrontare.
e oltretutto ad aggravare il tutto c'è l'incertezza di non sapere come e quando sarà.
ma vabbè, qui voglio che rimanga una parte spensierata di me, a volte malinconica, ma comunque spensierata.
così come del resto cerco di essere nella vita di tutti i giorni :)

ricambio l'abbraccio!
a presto!

Francesca

Trewer ha detto...

Ciao Fra, spero che questa lunga latitanza significhi x te una favolosa ripresa, ti auguro una buona estate e buon tutto ciò che ti piace fare:)
Un abbraccio

Trewer:)

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